The first time I ever smoked Marijuana I remember I was going though my parents room & I remember finding a bag of weed & at that time it just looked like a bag of grass. I for some reason just KNEW to smoke it, so I found my dads piece & put some in it. Than I tried lighting it with the gas stove & smoked it. At first I was like wtf is even supposed to happen, than I started feeling weird. The 2nd time I ever did it was with my best friend Tori. She stole some from her mom’s boyfriend & brought some over. I remember we were in the bathroom, and she is like we need to make a bowl. I was like why don’t you got in my cabinet & get one ! HAHAHAH YEAH I really said that, than we made a bowl out of foil(I know bad but hey we were young) The third time I ever smoked was with my friends sarah, joe, & terry. We were at terry’s house & we were smoking out of a wooden pipe in terry’s room. We smoked SO much that day, more than I ever smoked before. I remember we went to go walk to the park & when I got up from the bed & I fell back down. It was so funny..ever since than I have loved marijuana <3 

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The first time I did xtc, ugh it was horrible honestly. I went to this rave called merry xmas on dec 24th in arizona. It was a pretty great rave, but it was freezing outside & i was in a cute little dress. I took one & half pill that night. It was a green pig, & come to find out it was a meth bomb. I had a horrible night, freezing my ass off & just freaking out. I hated it, the come down was even worse. I was so touchy about everything. Everything made me mad, i was crying over nothing. It was ridiculous.

The 2nd time I did it, Is a diff story. I took one pill that night. Was a great night, I was running around the whole rave talking to everyone dancing my ass off. The euphoric feeling was amazing feeling the bass just pump though your body. It was the best night of my life, and the escape I needed away from reality. My parents were going though a break up, and I had to deal with it every day & see it all day because I was homeschooled too. So I always saw the fighting :( I loved doing it so much, I started doing it every weekend. 

I am now almost two years clean from Mdma, and have no desire to try it again. Maybe one day, if i were too. It would HAVE to be a molly that is it. Otherwise fuck it.

(Source: ellastayzlifted)

First time I ever done shrooms, We melted chocolate broke up the mushrooms & mixed them up & ate them like that. It was soo gross. Than I started getting really giggly. We decided to go to the park and I got on the tire swing and got stuck on there for a good 20 mins staring at the moon listening to mnt eden. I could see halo’s around the moon & its like I could see everything changing in the sky. We decided to go back to the apt & I just wanted to go somewhere so I kind started freaking out because I was like we need to go, move, go foward, like just go. LOL and we just sat there and chilled smoked weed. I went to go to the bathroom & her shower curtain looks underwater and it looked like it was moving. I looked down at my skin and I was like OH MY GOD, i can see my micro-organisms lol >.< It was a trip, than we just layed down in her bed & watche the nightmare before Christmas which was fucking awesome, i felt like i was in the movie in my own world. it was amazing, than i was coming down me & tiara went & chilled with her friends & just drank at the park got filly b’s & passed out. It was a great night.

(Source: ellastayzlifted)

The first time I ever tried acid. I was really really scared to try it. I always heard problems about bad trips & stuff. So i was scared it took me a while to want to try doing it. Well the day finally came & my old friend jake came over while I was living with my boyfriend at the time. He just got back from cali for TAO. He brought back some sugarcubes for him & had a hit each for us. So we got some water & what not went back into my chill room & locked the door so my parents just wouldnt bust in while we were tripping. So I put the tab on my tounge & let it sit there for about uhmm idk a hour? than swallowed the tab. Make sure I got everything youu know :P So I am sitting there just waiting for it to start, im like ugh this is taking forever a hour or so passed…than i started to feel a body high. Than all the sudden it just KICKS in. It was so intense. It was the best body high of all time that I have EVER had. Everything looked like it was breathing & it was amazing. We went outside for a cigg & the palm trees looked like they were jellyfish & the sky was water. Like i was underwater :) It was the best experience of my life, sex also on acid AMAZINGG. just sayinn. I would say if you want to try acid, don’t be scared. Just make sure you are in a good vibe environment, with good people. Make sure its all good vibes around.

(Source: ellastayzlifted)